爷爷这辈子，不知总在思考什么经天纬地的大事。除非做事，他老是蜷在堂屋的长凳上抽旱烟。旱烟袋老长老长，戳在地上。爷爷不太a56d7augment17cdd2936197391a37a33f1，他有些结巴，嘴里就罗唆衔着烟袋。他的眼睛总是望着某个处所走神。呛人的旱烟袅袅娜娜。爷爷到死都是这个样子，在浪漫的读书人看去，像位深奥的愚人。若是夏天，傍晚将近，爷爷早早地就在屋前的场院里烧上一堆浓烟，熏蚊子。天一断黑，吃了晚饭，爷爷就蹲在烟堆旁，旱烟袋伸进暗红的火灰里，一袋接一袋的抽烟。小孩子们嬉闹也罢，大人们拉家常也罢，都不论他的事。他只是不停地抽烟。闷头闷脑地像在想什么大事。 O4 +a [82
其实爷爷一辈子只做过三桩事：种田、种西瓜、当小贩。爷爷的西瓜种在离村庄三里以外的河滩上。那河滩没主的，谁家乐意种，就去开垦一片,beats by dre。爸爸说起过小时候帮爷爷守西瓜的事。爷爷在河旁边的沙洲上开了一片地，爷爷跟爸爸每次都得涉过浅浅的河水，才干去瓜地里。爸爸说那时的西瓜很大很大，一个足有二三十斤。爸爸嘴馋了想偷吃，一个又吃不完，只有干焦急。我说那么好的西瓜，是不是很赚钱?爸爸说，哪里赚钱?亩产也不高，又不好卖，挑着两个西瓜四邻八乡的转上一天都卖不完。田里只种稻子，那时候禾栽得稀，田里还养鱼。要吃鱼了，拿个竹罩子去罩，一罩一个。猪吃叫,beats by dre，鱼吃跳啊,dre beats。爸爸说得我都向往起来，可他立刻又说，田少了，产量又低，爷爷还得在农闲的时候跑武冈。做些小本生意。那生意做得苦啊，来去都得走两百多里山路，还挑着百把斤担子。在回路上赶上强盗，把货担抢了，还里里外外搜身。爷爷有块光洋，幸好当时缝在腋下的衣缝里，才不被搜走。可怜爷爷双腿叉开，双手举着，任人上高低下搜个遍，身上的汗就像黄豆样的滚下来。据说奶奶后来只有说起这事，就怪爷爷不该把光洋藏着，老诚实实送给强盗好了,mercurial vapor，让他们花了这钱绝子绝孙去。万一要是搜到那块光洋，散财仍是小事，那强盗还会把你耳朵割掉。奶奶一辈子都在后怕这事。 Zy J-}[z
爷爷闷着头吸烟，他能想些什么大事呢?他兴许在想西瓜怎么不好卖呢。怎么就不能多置多少亩田呢?能做些什么更赚钱的生意呢?遭匪徒抢劫的事他兴许只是偶然想起，他在那条路上跑过无数回，究竟只碰过一回强盗。可就是这些问题爷爷也许到逝世也想不清楚。这实在是对于他这毕生运气的大问题，爷爷注定是想不明白的。 C>ME gGP
也许爷爷这辈子什么大事都没想过。他只是一声不响地劳作。饿了就得吃饭，要吃就得做事,beats by dre。哪样事件该做，也都是不须要思考的，手和脚就是他的脑袋。有年冬天，爷爷从地里做事回来，见一个乞丐裤子破得像渔网了，冻得全身发紫,tods shoes，缩在稻草堆里嗷嗷叫。爷爷回来，跟奶奶说了声，就给那乞丐送了条裤子去。其实爷爷奶奶老两口儿总共才三条裤子，轮着换洗。不知爷爷奶奶又要省吃俭用多少日子，能力从新缝上一条裤子？ g,k} nkIT
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